Him
Let him know he is a lie,
a lie not worth telling.
Let it all bleed out,
the emotions you try to hide.
  Let him know he went to far that last that time
.  Let it cross his mind, that
he's nothing anymore.  
He's worthless in so many ways.
Let him know your fine,
fine with leaving,
let him know that you can live without holding to all this pain.
  Let him know he's wrong, wrong to think less of you.
  Let him know he's not any better than dirt in your eyes.
You love him no matter what, though.
Despite the bleeding, enternaly you feel.
  You want him so very badly to understand and love you.
  You want him to know and accept your emotions toward him, though you know he'll never understand.  
You've got to let go.
Let go of it.  Of him.
You've hurt to much, and betrayed so many, your not worth much anymore.
  You've got to live and learn from your mistakes.
  And that's just what this is.
  Another  lesson,
you lose some, you win some.